Post by Sah'ta Thor/Isabella Thorn on Sept 5, 2020 23:08:10 GMT -5
As the title says I have been my own worst enemy the last few weeks fighting a serious case of self doubt and a general lack of motivation. Bottom line is I am sorry for the back to back no shows as I have just not been confident in myself or my writing the last few weeks. I can only say I hope I will get better and find the drive to write again soon.
Kris
Sah'ta Thor: UGWC WrestleStock Open Cup Finalist 2020 Purse: G$1,320,000 3-4-0 (1-3-0 since WrestleStock/2-1 at WrestleStock)
Don't beat yourself up too much about it. It happens. Maybe consider taking some time off to re-energize? Maybe you could relegate yourself to doing some segments or character development stuff or something until you get more inspired?
Post by Sah'ta Thor/Isabella Thorn on Sept 13, 2020 6:57:31 GMT -5
To revisit this I though I could work it out on my own and be able to RP for this week but I will be perfectly honest it turns out I couldn't. I could make a bunch of excuses and promises but honestly I am not going to waste your time with them. I will just be blunt and completely honest here. I have lost my desire and passion to write. Every time I try to start something I end up staring a blank page with no inspiration or will to write. I am sorry for letting you all down particularly Konrad.
I wish I could say that I would snap out of it and get back on track today but I can't promise that. If you want to talk to about what is going on you can send me a PM here or on Discord if you have it. But regardless I am sorry and following my failures as of late I understand if people want me gone.
Bottomline is I thought I could hand my issues without affecting my appearances. Turns out I can't in a manner that is fair to everyone else on the roster. I am sorry for that and will hope to get back on track sooner rather than later.
Sah'ta Thor: UGWC WrestleStock Open Cup Finalist 2020 Purse: G$1,320,000 3-4-0 (1-3-0 since WrestleStock/2-1 at WrestleStock)
I'm sure no one wants you gone, but they for sure want you to be in the right mindset to be booked again. No one wants to put you in a situation where you're agonized about showing up for an event. Just take some time off like I had said before, do some segments or character development stuff as the mood strikes, and if you find that you get your mojo back, great! If you find that you're still not feeling it, continue your leave of absence, and you'd be welcome back when you are ready to come back.