Post by "Burned in Blood" Konrad Raab on Mar 17, 2023 9:07:00 GMT -5
Darren O'Neil told me to come to the locker room of UGWC arena on a day that didn't have any shows or PPV cos it's a bad idea to do this on a wrestling show day. Darren told me that I needed major improvement on opening up about myself to a wrestler or a staff member in UGWC aka social interaction after I admitted I needed someone in UGWC to talk to earlier this morning in my support with Darren.
The problem was unlike in another company where I found a friend to talk to cos they seemed willing to be, there wasn't anybody in UGWC that came close to me to interact with them. So Darren told me to come to the arena to see if anyone wanted to see me for me to open up to someone about myself. To talk to someone to opening up about myself, especially to a wrestler frightens the shit out of me, knowing it can be used against me in matches.
I was very confused, having my head down, looking on the floor, my hands over my eyes and extremely shaky, breathing heavily like my life was on the line with tears down my eyes.
Konrad Raab: "I don't want to do this. Look at me. I'm a fucking mess."
Darren O'Neil: "It's all because it scares you. Now I will not be apart of the discussions you and a wrestler will do. I'd be in the background, prompting you, but you said you couldn't see yourself being able to talk to anyone in UGWC. We had no choice, but to do this. You need to be open and honest about yourself especially to a wrestler so they know who you really are instead of hiding behind your wrestling persona."
Konrad Raab: "OK."
That's all I could say at this point because I was scared. I already make myself sick twice for this fear. I took deep breathes, wondering if anyone will give a fuck about me when I have to be open to a wrestler. Suddenly a person knocks on my locker room door and Darren goes to the bathroom. I stood up sighing cos I was still afraid and I got up and opened the door to........
TBC: Open to anyone to reply.
The problem was unlike in another company where I found a friend to talk to cos they seemed willing to be, there wasn't anybody in UGWC that came close to me to interact with them. So Darren told me to come to the arena to see if anyone wanted to see me for me to open up to someone about myself. To talk to someone to opening up about myself, especially to a wrestler frightens the shit out of me, knowing it can be used against me in matches.
I was very confused, having my head down, looking on the floor, my hands over my eyes and extremely shaky, breathing heavily like my life was on the line with tears down my eyes.
Konrad Raab: "I don't want to do this. Look at me. I'm a fucking mess."
Darren O'Neil: "It's all because it scares you. Now I will not be apart of the discussions you and a wrestler will do. I'd be in the background, prompting you, but you said you couldn't see yourself being able to talk to anyone in UGWC. We had no choice, but to do this. You need to be open and honest about yourself especially to a wrestler so they know who you really are instead of hiding behind your wrestling persona."
Konrad Raab: "OK."
That's all I could say at this point because I was scared. I already make myself sick twice for this fear. I took deep breathes, wondering if anyone will give a fuck about me when I have to be open to a wrestler. Suddenly a person knocks on my locker room door and Darren goes to the bathroom. I stood up sighing cos I was still afraid and I got up and opened the door to........
TBC: Open to anyone to reply.
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