Post by Angel DuMourne on Mar 16, 2021 10:25:12 GMT -5
Hello there everyone. It's Tails. For those who don't know me, I was here many years ago as Chassie Fear and later as Abigail Knight. For those who do know me, hello again. It's been awhile.
So, back in october my amazing friend R! wanted to do a little story with me. we had and have no idea where it's going to this day, but we have vague plans. sort of. That all got put on hold because my family came down with COVID-19. My mom, dad, husband, kiddo, and me. we all got it. I have never been that sick or scared in my life. I cannot tell you accurately enough the fear that comes with going to sleep and hardly sleeping because you can't breathe and what if you suffocate, or just the general worrying fear that comes with the feeling of actually seeing your body shutting down and fighting to keep it going.
Well, even though I got better, and so did my husband and child, my parents did not. I lost my father on 12/28/2020 to COVID-19, and three weeks later on 01/17/2021 my mother followed after I had to make the hardest decision any child will ever have to make. I don't tell you all of this to send you into a bad depression, and forgive me if I have. It's part of the explanation. All of that led to increased therapy for me, and to be honest a very long period of adjusted meds and a suicide watch. But my good Doctor never gave up on me, and neither did my friends.
So the doc was asking about self care and things that make me happy and of course writing came up. as did e-fedding. Well she thought e-fedding was about the coolest little hobby since sliced bread for me to have and has encouraged me to move past just telling a story and actually make a comeback. So, on doctor's orders(Or heavy suggestion), Here I am. I'm working on my character's bio and moves and all that jazz, but I'd like to be a semi regular competitor. semi regular until I see whether or not this can work while schooling and taking care of my sweet girl. (She's autistic and ADHD, and so requires a lot of...monitoring. Lest she get into trouble.)
So, hey again, I'm back to bother yall, but it's all for fun so we will see where it goes. Much love.
Tails.
So, hey again, I'm back to bother yall, but it's all for fun so we will see where it goes. Much love.
Tails.
2020
