Konrad realising his mistakes and anger management

["Burned in Blood" Konrad Raab]

It's been a while since Konrad wrestled, and during the times after the match against Gabriel Baal, he has been shaking his head as he sits in the living room, dejected. He covers his face with his hands.

Konrad Raab: "I fucked up."

As he said that, Fuji just managed to hear what Konrad said by coming into his home and taking a seat on the sofa.

Fuji Sato: "We all make mistakes. It seems you can't forgive yourself."

Konrad Raab: "I knew using anger was a mistake from the start."

Fuji Sato: "No, it's not. You stood up for yourself, which you needed to do. It would help if you learned to control it. You completely snapped on and off Twitter."

Konrad Raab: "I can't go out there, knowing the damage I've done to my reputation. What if my two opponents spoke shit, and I reacted how I did with Eden and Gabriel?"

It seems Konrad can't live it down. Fuji had been concerned about Konrad's mental well being since the divorce letter came through. Fuji understands that while Konrad wasn't afraid of his anger, he was more afraid of using it effectively.

Fuji Sato: "Yes, you can because it's what you love."

Konrad Raab: "Oh, I didn't mean going out to the ring and wrestle; there's no issue there. I meant doing videos about matches I'm in. I'm incapable of talking about my opponents without snapping."

Fuji Sato: "I tell you what, you focus on the wrestling aspect, and I speak about your opponents until you're ready to talk."

Konrad nodded at that, knowing it was a great idea to keep his reputation without backlash thrown at him.

Konrad Raab: "That would be fantastic if you can because I don't feel ready to talk about my opponents when I washed my reputation down the drain. I've been hiding from UGWC wrestlers because of it."

Fuji Sato: "I understand, and I gladly speak about your opponents for you. However, have you thought about going on an anger management course?"

Konrad Raab: "No, because I don't lose it or I break the law all the time."

Fuji Sato: "No you don't do either of those things all the time or for a long time, but they will help you learn how to control it."

It was new for Konrad to learn it's not just criminals that can benefit from the course. It was wrestlers like Konrad who needed the course to find other ways of controlling it.

Konrad Raab: "This divorce is making me worse."

Fuji Sato: "Which is why you need to do the course to help you cope with it. You admitting you screwed up is the first step."

Konrad Raab: "Providing I find courses to be on, I will go on one."

That was a major hurdle for Konrad, admitting his mistakes of using anger and admitting he needed help controlling and being creative with anger.

Fuji Sato: "The good thing is unlike all other courses with a start and finishing date, anger management you can start and finish anytime, even in a few hours if you wanted."

Konrad Raab: "I will sort it out. I want to wrestle without saying a word for a while to build a reputation with myself."

Fuji Sato: "Especially with Outlast coming up where you need to talk to other wrestlers that you trust. Like Carlson and Sloane, for starters."

That was another thing Konrad regretted not doing was talking to other wrestlers apart from Minnie, Tommy and Kandis, of course.

Konrad Raab: "I know I need to talk to Carlson badly, always have done. Sloane might be a good choice too."

Fuji Sato: "I'll be in the background with those discussions. You'll be alright. I also think you need Camden Carrot and Peekatyou again to talk to. You have fun with those guys."

Konrad Raab: "You aren't wrong. I will look online for anger management courses that are on Tuesdays and start them until I can learn to control my anger."

Fuji Sato: "Then let's go and make a whole restart from this month forward."

Konrad nodded, knowing Fuji had come to save Konrad's career in the way of being willing to speak matches and opponents on Konrad's behalf. Konrad goes online for anger management courses, and straight away, there was one that's on Tuesdays in a community centre, not far from where he lives. Konrad smiles, knowing now he can go out there and get those wins he desperately needed and allow Fuji to do his job of speaking for Konrad until his course is complete and he's ready to talk to his opponents and matches due to his fuck up on Twitter.