Post by "Burned in Blood" Konrad Raab on Nov 28, 2023 0:59:44 GMT -5
I walk back to my locker room after losing to Jessie I called my opponent and realised something bothering me a lot and had nothing to do with the loss to Jessie. Lack of variety of PPV matches. It bothered me so bad and I shook my head on it. I got a note of paper as I couldn't talk and grabbed a pen from my bag to start writing.
"I'm not benefitting anything from my PPV matches. Since Wrestlestock, except for Massive Melee, I've been stuck being in random opener matches for PPV's and against opponents like John Blade, Gideon, Phrixus, Dark Destroyer and Travis Pierce and I've beaten them twice and so many times now. Quite frankly, I'm tired of facing them. If I'm facing those types of opponents again in opener matches the third time around, I'm not going to wrestle at Horizons, nor be at the PPV itself."
I shook my head as I wrote this without swearing, despite how mad I was nobody was willing to face me.
"Because mentally, it's not benefitting my progress whatsoever. It's halting my advancement and feeling like I never will grow and improve mentally when I've been in lack of quality PPV matches. I was top 4 in the rumble and while everyone else like Vain, Avenger and Travis have had or got opportunities, I haven't and I've been shafted to the side being forgotten about. Nobody wants to face me in PPV matches. Can't remember the last time a wrestler has challenged me for a PPV match actually. If that's the case including the Chaos Champion on wrestlers not wanting to face me, what am I doing here?"
To think I had a World Title PPV match elsewhere and then be in the last 2 opener matches outside the rumble in this company makes me disgusted even more. Just feels like nobody wants to face me anymore.
"Am I going to forever be in the same type of matches of John Blade's of the world of being in nothing, but filler opener matches or will I gain something out of this? Who knows and I'm coming this close of walking away from UGWC for good because of this consistant issue that everyone gets challenges and I don't makes me disgusted and unwanted. UGWC staff, get me a god damn match at Horizons with either a Chaos champion or with a top UGWC star for Horizons, otherwise I'm not showing up to Horizons and I'll quit UGWC for good because I had enough wrestling PPV opener matches against wrestlers I've beaten so many times now for UGWC and gone on long enough to tolorate them anymore. Konrad Raab."
I left this note here in the locker room on the bench, hopefully UGWC staff will get it and sort this shit out. I was led away out of the locker room and the arena back to Spain theapy with the mental health counsellors who went every race and wrestling venue I do.
"I'm not benefitting anything from my PPV matches. Since Wrestlestock, except for Massive Melee, I've been stuck being in random opener matches for PPV's and against opponents like John Blade, Gideon, Phrixus, Dark Destroyer and Travis Pierce and I've beaten them twice and so many times now. Quite frankly, I'm tired of facing them. If I'm facing those types of opponents again in opener matches the third time around, I'm not going to wrestle at Horizons, nor be at the PPV itself."
I shook my head as I wrote this without swearing, despite how mad I was nobody was willing to face me.
"Because mentally, it's not benefitting my progress whatsoever. It's halting my advancement and feeling like I never will grow and improve mentally when I've been in lack of quality PPV matches. I was top 4 in the rumble and while everyone else like Vain, Avenger and Travis have had or got opportunities, I haven't and I've been shafted to the side being forgotten about. Nobody wants to face me in PPV matches. Can't remember the last time a wrestler has challenged me for a PPV match actually. If that's the case including the Chaos Champion on wrestlers not wanting to face me, what am I doing here?"
To think I had a World Title PPV match elsewhere and then be in the last 2 opener matches outside the rumble in this company makes me disgusted even more. Just feels like nobody wants to face me anymore.
"Am I going to forever be in the same type of matches of John Blade's of the world of being in nothing, but filler opener matches or will I gain something out of this? Who knows and I'm coming this close of walking away from UGWC for good because of this consistant issue that everyone gets challenges and I don't makes me disgusted and unwanted. UGWC staff, get me a god damn match at Horizons with either a Chaos champion or with a top UGWC star for Horizons, otherwise I'm not showing up to Horizons and I'll quit UGWC for good because I had enough wrestling PPV opener matches against wrestlers I've beaten so many times now for UGWC and gone on long enough to tolorate them anymore. Konrad Raab."
I left this note here in the locker room on the bench, hopefully UGWC staff will get it and sort this shit out. I was led away out of the locker room and the arena back to Spain theapy with the mental health counsellors who went every race and wrestling venue I do.
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